I have a heart full of gratitude, because God has blessed me. I am so happy that my heart was open enough to allow that blessing, that I didn't dwell on loss, even while battling with it every day. He certainly has a plan. I've always known there is one, even though I never understand where it's going, or where I am along the way. I trust in Him, and thank God for bringing Niki into my life.
I am excited about the future, my future with Niki.